WTF😒

i miss him

And yes I know its pathetic, 🙄

But I do..I’m in such a funk.. it’s so weird

And I’m.about to give such a shitty explanation: I miss the old him🤣🤣but yes I do

He was nice, and such a gentleman..uuh the late night calls😏 these calls are a bitch!!,😋😋😍getting you all confused and shit..

And the sex,😏💦uuh daamn..we were each other sluts in all ways🙉🙉😉

And then the cuddles..another bitch

They were so warm.,

And then it happened like it always does..he moves..onto his next chase🙄🤣🤣it’s to a point..yaani..

It’s cool btw..enda tu

And yes I miss him..

The one that really did love me..,

But you know how that goes..,

I didn’t..he wanted a family,

Kids..to meet my parents 🤣🤣🤣🤣this is the part that really got to me🤣🤣meet my who??hahaha loooool

Anyway I ghosted.,

And then the fling …my eye candy😋or so I thought 😒

I liked him too much, too soon and deep down I knew it would end bad..soo bad that’ll fight so hard to forget

..that every time I’d see him I’d remember , just how stupid i was to give him my time and also just how stupid I’m being missing him

And then there’s this one .

This particular one,hes sweet, and funny, but then oh well..😣😰

We’re in that gamble stage.,and it’s like he’s gambling elsewhere soo okay..

And did I mention the one that likes me but there’s no spark and

i just don’t like his grammar😣🤣i know, i know…but I can’t look past it

Wish i could like him though..,

He seems nice, I think

But then again given the choices I make in men,🤪🤪weeeellll I dunno.. he’s probably like the rest..

How do y’all just get emotionless…i need that.,

No,. I desperately need it..,and who knows a fortune teller..that can tell me at what age I’m going to find love.,so I can just be an existing rock till then..

I’ve had too many imaginary weddings with people..I’m not even talking to🤣🤣🤣