Nice

Y’all think a break up is the worst thing to happen?

Try being a shitty person..and especially to someone who means so much and is going through too much😣

Being shitty is usually a reaction to so many things.,insecurities, traumas idk not having enough love idk every shitty being has their own excuse..

My excuse….I wish i knew the answer to that

All I know is that today..someone really needed me and my head was too far up my ass to even notice it

And by the time I realized it…well

If you know me … You know that by that time I’d already ruined everything with my almost everything and yes I think this is it

I don’t really blame him ..I deserve it.. the silence..and everything that comes after that

Of all the days to be shitty… today I would have atleast held my hot ass tongue.., today I’d have told him he’ll be okay and I’m here but I didn’t.., but if he ever gets to read this

IM SORRY from the deepest part of my heart ., I am

And all y’all dick heads trust me

Being a shitty person eats up your soul…

Not at first..,but it will…when you hurt someone who wants nothing but the best for you, someone through who.,you see how broken you are ..and a glimmer of hope of how whole you’d be

I should know ..or rather I have just known and tbh I honestly just want to die..break apart from my skin because my soul can’t be that broken…how do I get to breathe life to other people and ruin so many good things that come my way…

Being Nice goes a long way after all