Can we;

Maybe start over,.or start a fresh. Be selfish with each other,. Better than the old times

To have and to hold; they say. Can we have that? Can we atleast admit that we want to,. Before we pick all the reasons why not,. using our insecurities and traumas for justification, Being the colossal f**ks we tend to be at times.

Trust each other 💯. With all of us, the good and the ugly. Especially the ugly, can we? Promise to be there when it gets tough

Can we play in the rain, dance,. Go for walks ,look at the stars,be silly,make each other meals,read books,share ideas,be each others moral compass to critic and congratulate with the purest of hearts, stare at the beauty of life and just be grateful for the moment,

Can we have all this and not want more? Do you think we can?

Can we even have it in the first place?

Or are we;

Not one of the lucky ones

Can we believe that this feeling of drowning, sinking gand running won’t be forever. That we will find home and love life more with each sunrise and sunset to remind us to cherish every moment

But then again,

Can you promise there are better days? And that we will be different?

Or will we drown, like the rest of them? And shutter into more pieces, with deeper cuts

than those we healed from the beginning

And better days? How do you know for sure. Or is it hope that keeps us pushing

I have no answers to any of these. All I have is a familiar feeling, a happy safe homely feeling

I hope you do too